Terms

I see no point in hating on your surroundings. You're merely plunging yourself into a bottomless pit of self-hatred and societal-blaming but nothing is going to take off from there. 

So,

1) either you pack and leave 

Or

2) change the way you do things. 

I'm learning to master whatever I preached. 

Reading notes by the poolside because locking myself in the room hasn't been effective since, since. And guess who's golden brown now? 

Indulge in a self-made hearty meal at work. Nothing beats DIY meal. 

Left my endless to-do-list and hanged out with my favourite elderlies for the weekend. 

Till then, earthlings.